I'll Burn Down This House

11:29pm: So, i realize it's been a while.
but, i've better things to do.
my bad holmes.



what's been shakin' in people's lives??
me? nothing at all. same thing for the past 8 years!!
i go to school. socialize. come home. clean.sleep. repeat.

12:37pm: i dont really like lame people.
and i dont really like valentine's day.
i also dont like negative comments.
i guess, i dont like a lot of things...

10:12pm: The Tears Flooded Out My House
i did absolutely nothing today.

i did, however, watch bambi.
and cried my eyes out!!!
i forgot how sad that movie is!

if you're in need of a good cry, i suggest bambi.

4:39pm: As if Ghetto Girls Arent Ugly Enough...
there's seems to be this new hair style, circling throughout my school.
it's a regulary ponytail, but with a big chunk of really long bang hanging to the side. it's really ugly. i should get a picture of it and show everyone. because it's really ugly. i do believe i gagged when i saw it.





i found out that i might be like half jewish today. because my mom was telling me how omi (grandma--dad's mom) was sent to a concentration camp during WWII. and i was like "so, was she jewish or something" just joking around, but evidently, she just might be. omi wont talk to anyone about it. and everytime my mom asked her, she would start crying. and the last time i was there, i found all these scarves in her closet. like the ones jewish women wear.

it's crazy! i might be jewish!

9:05am: STFU And Dance!!!
went to a wedding reception last night.
and danced my heart out!!
if i could spend the rest of my life, just dancing, and nothing else,
i would be the happiest person in the world.

5:28pm: Just Another Hard Day At The Office
we have no school tomorrow because...well, i dont know.
i dont really like the people i go to school with. i dont really like the people in wisconsin. they're all...lame.
anywho, everyone wanted to do stuff tonight. but i didnt want to. so i'll probably stay here, at home. by myself.

woo!


ugh, it's snowing. again!!! i'm tired of the snow. as if four feet wasnt enough! here comes two more, baby!

6:15pm: Happy Martin Luther King Day!
i had school today.

so, i had to make a speach for our Martin Luther King Assembly today. it was pretty cool. here's how the best part went...

"Dr.Martin Luther King, Jr. was not only a reverand, not only a peacemaker, he was also an artist. America was blank, corrupt canvas. And we were the colors on his pallet. Mixing us together, he painted a masterpiece. Dr.King, we are truly blessed, and forever in your debt."


pretty snazzy, ay?

10:02pm: THE APOCALYPSE!!!!
whew! yesterday was pretty scary, huh, guys???
MY LIVEJOURNAL WAS GONE!!!!
i totally thought it was the fuckin apocalypse.

9:51pm: Jimmy Crack Corn and I Don't Fucking Care
for my brother's birthday, i made him a noose. from real rope. and it looks just like a real noose. it's so awesome. it hangs daintly from a hook in his ceiling.

cliche, cliche!

3:31pm: i was really sick this weekend.
i was barfing...through my nose.
gross.


i'm sick all the time, i've realized.

10:50pm: i met a real hot asian at a show last night.
the second hot asian guy i've ever seen.
his name was sam.
common asian name i've realized.

anywho, i approached him with my sly yet overused line of "do you know what time it is?" then, "oh, can i use your cellphone?" then we started talking about the weather. and how beautiful it was outside. 4 feet of snow can really be inebriating. then i wrote my screename on his hand with eyeliner and told him not to smear it.


oh, and i PERMED my hair. that's right, it's curly.
i love curls!

8:26pm: The Year Comes to a Brutal Halt
my mom came home drunk last night. and started talking about all the things she could do if she didnt have kids. she literally told us the reasons she hates us.


happy new year!

3:22pm: Today...Today, Was a Good Day
maria bought me the beltbuckle i've always wanted. the one from pacsun with a star in the middle, and an outline of two naked chiks with their heels pointing towards it. yeah, it's awesome.
and scarves!! scarves galore. and the lindsay lohan CD!!! score.


kade was hitting on some punkrock seventh grade girls during an assembly today. so i started hitting on some ghetto boys.
ha. it was great.


during the break, katelynn, trichele and i are going thrifting. we're buying all 80s getup. but, because i'm maddi wasek, i'm totally buying 60s swinger i'm-do-acid-all-the-time attire.

well, trichele is here. we're knitting and krochaying (sp) tonight. then later on tonight we're gonna paintball cows.

oh yes, baby baby, i'm in wisconsin now!

5:45pm: al;ksdjfal;skjfasl;dkjfasl;kfjaslkdjf








ahhh, another pointless livejournal entry brought to you by maddi wasek.


i love christmas time!!! isnt it swell?

6:54pm: Loving Would be Easy if Your Colors Were Like My Dreams, They're Gold and Green.
yeah. i'm burning techno CD's. and old 80s hits.
god, that's hot.

i love the 80's. they were so...chipper! beautiful music, beautiful people, the style-purely equisite. people were so...FREE!!! then again, they were all sniffing cocaine. but hey, whatever makes 'em feel sexy, right?


god, I AM LIVING IN THE WRONG DECADE!!!!!!!

4:07pm: We May Have Died From All The Medication, But We Sure Killed All The Pain
so i was sick like crazy this weekend. the flu, i swear, is the best diet ever.


i was talking to this chik online a while ago. and she was complaing about her "terrible day". and i didnt feel like hearing about it, so i was like "www.livejournal.com, they'll listen to you whine better than i will" and she was like "god maddi, you're a real bitch."

ok.



so anywho, yeah, the flu, is awesome. i love the flu.
my friend had the flu, so i went to his house and started drinking from everything he drank from. and i finally got sick. yes!

6:48pm: The Moon Is Blinding Tonight
across the street my neighbors have up chirstmas lights. those lights are not christmas lights!!! they look like a goddamn circus show!!!!!!!!!!!! they blink, they twirl, they sing, they dance, IT'S DISGUSTING!!!!!!!


i cant stand really bad, annoying, obnoxious lights.
they're so overseen. and overused.





blaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhkkkkkkkkkk




(ew, that was ugly)

4:55pm: Never Judge a Book by It's Cover
so i sit next to this kid, gabe, in german. and he's all 'oo i'm so gothic. i wear all black, i worship satan, and i burn cigarettes into my flesh' lookin' kind of kid.

anywho, i was just in a shitty mood today, and i just started talking to him. i was like 'you know what really pisses me off? when people are loud and obnoxious" and we just started talking about people we hate and other things we hate. it turns out gabe is very funny. Under all that chaos and rage in his face, he's really a funny, cute, wanna cuddle him like a teddy bear he's so loveable kinda guy!!!

i was amazed.



...kids these days

3:07pm: so i was eating a can of corn for breakfast this morning. i started coughing a lot. then i had to blow my nose. when i blew my nose, a kernel of corn came out.

it was very repulsive. yet humorous and at the same time.



*sigh* shit, i'm funny.

7:14pm: so, i got arrested.

shoplifting, go figure. it was a very stupid thing for me to do and i will never do it again.

the misses was more pist than i was.

i was looking at myself in the mirror and thinking 'this whole convict thing looks pretty good on me. shit, i look hot in handcuffs'.

court date is december 20th. merry chirstmas.

3:34pm: thanksgiving is coming up. this is what my morning was like---

mom-- "so, maddi, what are you thankful for?'
maddi-- "the army"
mom-- "why"
maddi-- "because it pays you 80 thousand dollars a year"
mom-- "that was rude."
maddi-- "i know. god i'm a whore"
jake-- "i knew it."



<3 family!! <3

1:32am: Ever so sweet, you used to bake it in cakes for me
no school today! yes! god i love bombthreats!!!!


people who make bombthreats are really stupid. i mean, come on?? what are you proving? for real. we all know you dont have a bomb. if you had a bomb you woldnt be threatening us. you would be blowing our asses to pieces.


yes! these past two days have been great!! i have finally have a crush!!! today, friday night, we stayed up all night, drank chai tea, and downloaded techno. and shared poetry on top of my roof. under the stars.


eh, it was ok ;)

3:16pm: Shoot Me In The Goddamn Face, Why Dont You
reportcard day.

Algebra A-
Art B-
English B
History B
Computers C+
Health A
Gym B
German A

GPA----- 3.25




:/

9:25pm: We Might Have Died From All The Medication, But We Sure Killed All The Pain
ew, a glowstick just exploded in my mouth.


anywho, went on a shopping spree this weekend. got like 200$ worth of stuff. but only spent 36$ of money. know how in the world did that happen???



"i simply forgot to take the shirt off before walking out! i swear officer!"

11:57pm: Boys Have Cooties
so, i finally know what cooties are.

cooties are the little things like the words a guy says, the smell of his cologne, the warmth of his breath, the clothes he wears, his habits, his ideas, everything that makes him stand out in your head are cooties!!!! but these cooties are his plan of attack. they're there to lure you into his obscure life. make you head over heels for him. his personal slave, even? these cooties backfire. they get you from behind, rip out your guts, feelings, heart and passion and puree them in a blender. this appauling concotion is later fed to your dog.

god damn cooties.